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moved. ferr e 2nd time. HAHAH
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Looking for Bena's BLOG?
she's not blogging here anymore. RE-LINK bahhs.
heHe. she finds blogger dumb and gay.
she dislikes her fonts big and MAROON.
eew. imagine looking at YOURS like that. tsk tsk tsk.

HELLO.

HI.
are yur eyes doing fine? is this blog screwed?

NEW PHONE! 5300
Thursday, November 02, 2006

HAII TOO DAR WAIDE WAEB!!

lol. that means. HI To The Web!!!
HAHAH.. so gay. but i like it.

anyways, here an annoucement.
I'll be blogging at Xanga on and off. so yeah. (:
i think Xanga is so cool lah. JOY WEE helped me with my skin. HEH.
go check it out. www.xanga.com/uyogal
yeah. it's very nice.

OH YAH. ONE IMPORTANT THING.
I'VE GOT MY NEW PHONE!!!

THE LASTEST 5300 (music phone)
okay. i guess that's all. GOING PARACHUTE BAND AT HEART OF GOD CHURCH LATER!
WHOOTS! xD
TOODLES,
T.S.A

ESTHER'S STAYOVER!
Tuesday, October 31, 2006

HARLOW! XD

LOL. okayy.. i don't have much to blog. so yeah.
i'll just tell you my schedule.

-esther stayover (:
-went swimming with her this morning
-swam 7 laps

TOMMOROW
-CHOIR
-choing to TPC to meet esther(she going swimming;she no school)
-going ice-skating with youth gang and BS with jame. +esther
-kinda doubt many ppl would come though.
-BUT. I KNOW. GOD WILL MULTIPLY!
-esther go home..
-choiing to TPC to celebrate ah ma's birthday! xD

THURSDAY
-nothing much i guess. prolly getting the new phone? YAY!
-or maybe tommorow night? WAHAHAH..

Friday
-PRARACHUTES BAND! lol.
at my friend HuiQi's church.

and i only found out today, that she was in the same CHURCH AS CHRISTIAN SEAH.
LIKE. WHAT THE HECK. -.=

hahah.. dunno if i'll see him anot loh. LOL.
and. maybe i'll move to that church?
cos of the atmosphere..
to tell you the truth, i'm not really comfortable wit CMYOUTH's atmosphere...
so yeah. MM. i'm going to blog at XANGA and here now an dthen..

so. OFF TO XANGA! xD

MEMORIES. ...
Sunday, October 29, 2006

Jammin To: For My Bride - Prince<3

Hi there..
To start this post, i would like to thank you for reading my blog. whoever you are. (:
you are greatly cherised by me.

well, i went for choir this morning at 9 and came back at 12.
then mum asked me to pack my room.
i then pondered on many many memories that made me shed a thankful tear.

i found my 2 diaries. in my old shelf.
one written and updated by my mum since i was born.
and another written by ME with ugly but memorable handwritting.
those were real words. i was pondering on how much God loved me and gave me such a good life that ran so smoothly. i hardly ever had winds blowing my direction.
no downs. mostly ups.
i really want to thank God for this.

HE'S BEEN SO SO SO SO GOOD TO ME!
HE LOVE ME SO MUCH.

Father God, thank you for loving me so much.
and blessing me with such a wonderful life and dying for me on the cross so that all my sins would wash away Lord. and i am so happy to have you as a child. for you love me so much.

even though i miss those good times, i know there would be more blessings in stored for me in the future. as my father loves me more than anyone else. (:

i feel so happy!!!

MY GOD IS SO GOOD HALLELUIAH!
GOD IS SO GOOD! MY GOD HE'S SO GOOD. HE'S SO GOOD TO ME!

God can do wonders in your life. but he won't be able to do so.
UNless you accept HIM in your life.
he can help you in your troubles. your pain. your shame.
everything! (:

He died not only for ME.
but for YOU. everyone.

survival in society- looks or image

"Is beauty ALL you need?" -Lau YunQi,blonde hottie.(yeah, righttt.)

HARLOW.
i'm currently chatting with YQ now.. anyways, she came online not long ago.
She's one of my favourite mates to chat with. HEH.
because when i chat with her, everyhting seems so profound.
and there's always something to talk about.

so yeah. todayy. we had a discussion on Looks and Images, which is more important in surviving in the society.

then she told me some crap. like.
this tai tai and an average girl selling flowers.
the tai tai was preety.
but the average girl. was just AVERAGE GIRL LAH!

yeah. then this guy came around and saw the two ladies selling the same flowers.
being the realistic and human-thinking shit.
the guy bought flowers form the tai tai.

you must be thinking.
"aiyah.. why he buy form the tai tai.. should buy from the average girl mah.."

BUT. have you ever thought? WOULD YOU DO IT?"
would you buy from the average girl?
to tell you the truth. i would.

then YQ and I started thinking.

Is Beauty really all you need?

i do not agree. as i think what really matters is apprearance and image.

like. if this pretty tai tai, rich. preety. but didn't care a damn on service and attitude. and not to metion DRESSING. do you stilll think the guy would have bought the flowers from her?

and if the average looking girl.not really beautiful. took time to dress up,and improve on servicing,attitde and even dressing. she would have already sold all her flowers in a few hours.

so it's actually skin deep. THINKING. that is the tip point for surviving in the society.

not money. looks or power.

so yeah. i guess that's all for philosiphy.

credits: Bena &YQ

*****************

i guess i had enough of blogging today. WAHAHAH.. so happy with myself.

anyways. here are updates of my life.

-bouGHT Goong CD-$30. DANG.
-NOT getting N91 DOUBLE dang DANG DANG
-5 stella nights not out yet- TRIPLE DANG. DANG DANG DANG
sheesh. sup with everything? wth. so screwed.

anyways, i'm looking forward to my NEW phone. i wen to funan with mum today after church to chec out N91 LUH..then too ex. cos 1000 plus.
i was like 0_0
WHAT THE HELL?!
THEN i trade-in my 6280 and my mum
s line. still 800+ SHEESH.
the salesgirl recomended us N73. I don't like the design.
because what i basicly want is a music phone.
i dun care the camera or watsoever LUH.
Then the salesgirl showed us the lastest one. 5530. music phone. ANTI-3G.
mum said an immediate no. DANG. i liked that one lah...the design.. everything.
then mum said i must get a 3G one.
unless i want to have that phone forever.
then i was like.
SHE MAKES GOOD SENSE. cos after that, that phone has no more value..
so in the end. we didn't get anything. i still need to consider. BLEAGH.
so.. www.nokia.com here i come!!
WHOOTS!. bleagh. ok lah.
enough already.
God BLESS,
T.S.A
//p.s choir tommorow.. wed- >ice skating wif Jme and Esther!! <3>

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beautiful & cute
Friday, October 27, 2006



Jammin To: Dan Yan Pi -Rainie Yang
(sheesh. bubblegum pop once again. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU BENA??!!)


Well,hi there.

i'm feeling so bored- that i decided to blog..
and not forgetting the point that i left out many things in my previous post.


so yeah. if you're reading this. scroll a little furthur down and read the one below.(: Kam sam hamida

oh yes, Yuki left for HK today.. didn't send her off..

I'm getting a new phone! and it's friggin confirmed!
WHOOTS! N71? no wait. it's some N series phone. which i saw today.
aye. HAHAH.. no. it's N91. LOL. check it out.

and YES. it's my dream phone. and i'm getting it. MUHAHAHAH...
MUSIC PHONE. 4GB SPACE. WAHAHAH... wonder what'll do with that much space!

oh, and.. i kinda doubt that Prince's jap album is out leh...
cos the fanclub is like saying his album is not out yet luh..
but.
i'll still go to HMV tommorow! AJA! hahah.. dunno why i type that for.

sheesh.

anymoree? if nothing else. I'LL POST PICTURES!!
WHOOTS!



PRINCE!! <3

MY dear dear prince..
***
anyways, I saw a video on KJH just now.. it the lates video of him lah..
him in taiwan yesterday.. they interviewed him and asked what kind of girls he was interested in.
" I like girls that are beautiful than cute.."
(which means that he likes beautiful girls to cute girls..)
sheesh. i then pondered upon myself.
then i grew in curiousity.
Beautiful & Cute.
what's the difference?
then i searched up the dick. (LOL)
Cute=sweet/clever/attractive/ingenius
Beautiful=Having beauty
i was satisfied with the results of cute.
but not very much with beautiful though.OXFORD...??!?!
HAVING BEAUTY. like. who the hell dosen't know?!
then i put my MSN name as:
" What's the difference between Cute and beautiful?"
then Luther, my classmate saw it and started a conver wit me.
and surprisingly. his name was on girlls who ACT cute.
something like.
"stop acting cute... cute is something fuckin general..what you think you are? hot shit. muthafuka you ain't J-LO.. I'm bout to puke.."
bitched around with him lah.. then he gave me his definition of CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL.
L: cute is bouncy bouncy smiley sweet stuff
L:beautiful is um you could not smile yet look pleasent
HAHAH.. i like his definition.. at least better than Oxford's can??
well.after the futher down conver; i dunno lah.. but i think he kinda got pissed at me.
not sure why. but i could feel it. check this out.
L: then go around talk to guys like she know everyone..and um yeah i may agree but you still don't have to show of about it. =p
OH MY SHIT. i don't know if i lost a friend anot luh.. HAIX.
pray for me people! i kept looking through the chat log but i don't know what i said wrong!
SHEESH. aiyah. anyways.
ESTHER'S GOING HMV WITH ME!! <3>
THANKS ESTHER!
God BLESS,
T.S.A

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Ice AGE2 = SO CUTE!

Jammin to: Feeling- Prince aka KimJeongHOON

WAHAHAH..i've though of a name for MY KimJeongHOON!




PRINCE! <3




HEH. dosen't really sounds special though.. sheesh. Hoonie's a little childish..
while KJH's pretty common.. BLEAGH. people!!
HELP ME.give me a good name for MY PRINCE!
HAHAH..anyways..today started kinda good. because there wasen't any school.


well. that isn't the main point.


LOL. fact is i went to Vivocity the second time with Mum, ah ma, da yi and uncle hammer( da yi's hubby)


UNcle hammer is just a nickname ferr him lah. it isn't his real name.
da yi named him that cos he was a burden to bring out when she shops.
HAHAH.. so cute right?


anyways.i had fun there.but i got kindda pissed. then got okay. then pissed again. then okay.
HAHAH.. are they moodswings?
LOL. i hope so. beacuse MY prince has them too. LOL.


yeah. this time was different form the other; which i went with Kim2 & Ku2..
with my sprained ankle. HEH. didn't enjoy myself at that time really much.


so yeah.. shopped for 4 hours...( YES. i calculated.) then went home.
i was bored there. cos all the adults were just being kinda selfish?
minding their own shit.
sheesh. WE HAVE FEELINGS YOU KNOW!




BLEAGH. anyways. i didn't get the cds on my shopping list.
got irritated at that part too.. then mum said we'd go HMV and get them tommorow!!


YAY-NESS!!


just hope she means it though.. not that i don't trust her lah..
but she kinda often get mood swings too.. BLEAGH.




SO. i'll not be going ferr band prac lor..


hmm. one more thing. i don't now what's up with me these few days loh..
feel that i play badly.. spritual warfare?
self esteem? hmm. i dunno.. *sigh..
PRAY BENA PRAY!


heh.. so yeah. hahah.. i just had my dinner!


i bought Soba fish just now.. at Giant..
VERY GOOD! try it one day too yeah?
and don't forget to put JAP MAYO! ;D
it's fattening lah. but once in a while..
won't hurt. oh yah. maybe going to the gym and work out some day..
HEH.


oh yes, i wanna show you guys something. ARHHHH!! MR PRINCE. xD




it's my current deskstop. WAHAHAH.. MY prince's name is so cool! (:
( ferr cok eyes-it's KJH.)



okay, gotta win this game i'm playing with Kevin over MSN!
sheesh. he won 3 times in a row.
DAMN HIM.
it's so unfair luh.. i don't now how to play lah..
BLEAGH.
hahah.. he's sending me nudges already.
God bLESS!
T.S.A.
//p.s i cried today-
while watching a KJH video.




It pays o be a good driver!
Thursday, October 26, 2006

Year 2088...

A pastor dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. So happen I ended up queueing infront of him.

Saint Peter addresses me shortly, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you to the Kingdom of Heaven?"

I replied, "I'm Bena, of Singapore, attend church only if it's convenient and pray only when I'm on the brink of death"

Saint Peter looks into his PDA. He smiles and says to the me, "Take this silken robe, diamond studded golden staff and Sony Vaio Pentium VIII laptop and enter the Kingdom of Heaven."

I was like "HUH? Peter ah, you sure you got it correct or not? It's B-E-N-A-O -N-G leh."

Saint Peter checks against his Apple G7 desktop just to be sure and nodded his head.

I skipped happily into Heaven with my robe, staff and new toy.

It's the Pastor's turn. I thought it'll be good to have some company so I waited for him.
The pastor stands erect and booms out, "I am Rev. K, pastor of a 20000 member church for the last seventy years!"

Saint Peter consults his PDA once again and says to the pastor, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and this 2nd hand Pentium III Desktop enter the Kingdom of Heaven."
Just a minute," says the pastor. "That man infront of me got much better stuff than me? How can this be? I think you PDA spoilt lah, sync with your desktop again just to make sure."

"Up here, we work by results!" Saint Peter rebuked him sharply.

"While you preached, people in your church slept; while he drove people around, people in his car prayed."

***
So people... the moral of the story is...
It pays to be a bad driver after all! xD

whoots!!!! KJH's ALBUM!! in my hands!

Jammin to: KimJeongHOON - Thank You

WHOOTS!!!
I've got KJH's album!!
heh. the price isn't really nice though.
i didn't get 4 Stella Nights. hmm. it's prolly not out yet.
i got his worldwide album. called Best album?
lol. i'm not sure.

i bought his album cos i like his voice.because it's nice and gentle. HEH.
i don't really know what he's singing? LOL.
but it has a chinese translation provided. YAY.

i'm thinking of getting another album.
maybe tommorow? but if i do get something tommorow..
it's gotta be the Goong soundtrack. HEH.

i saw it today.. but didn't get it.. cos i wanted to try That CD Shop at raffles.

so yeah.
well today was kinda cool.
watched The Omen at class today.
wasen't that scary as Stay Alive though..
kinda lame. LOL.

then i went to TPC with YJ &YK.cos we were dismissed at a friggin 10. MUHAHAH.
slacked here and there abit..and BOUGHT KJH'S ALBUM!!!
AHAHAAHAHAAHAH..
YK found it. heh. sharp eyes.
oh yes, she's going back to HK tommorow.. don't hink i can send her off though.
going BIBLE STUDY!

and MAN. i don't understand what KJH's singing!
i gotta go check it out. SHEESH.
okay, got a CD to figure out.
T.S.A. xD

// p.s: oh yah.
form now onwards, i'm gonna refer KJH to Hoonie!!
eeyer. sounds so gay.
hahah.. or maybe i'll think of something else. yeah. bleagh.

oh my shit.i almost forgot. QUOTE OF THE DAY:

" Mummy!!!! i want ballball!!! ". a small 3-year-old.

"No boy boy, you got already...!". his LAU BU.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" YJ&ME

okayy. this may not be understood by straight minds.- unlike people with crooked ones. LOL.

5 STELLA LIGHTS!!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

OH MY GAHHHH!!



KIM JEONG HOON'S ALBUM'S OUT TODAYYYY!!!


25/10/06!!!


AND oh my shit.i only know until now.

what kind of fan am i huh? SHEESH.

i've been thinking of buying his album,5 Stella Lights already..

even though it only consists of 5 songs(thus the name) it's KJH singing in japanese!! WAHAHAHAH... he sounds so hot.

and i'm going to this friday!!


WHOOTS!!
OH YES, AND please don't ask me to send you the songs via msn. cos i wanna uphold th e privacy law!! xD
and. i'm gonna buy the Goong soundtrack!!!
both at the same time!!

hahah.. i'm starting to get worried if i can get up tommorow anot. heh.





kays, NITE.

Kam sam hamida,


T.S.A.





//p.s SHEESH. i'm so tired that i left all my stuff on the floor.

UNPACKED. damnit.

new blogskin!!

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

today is a GOOD day! xD
hahah.. shan't blog much. cos i got a room to pack.
and Yes;

at this hour. BLEAGH.
anways, ESTHER'S BACK!!!
AHAHAHAH..!!!!!
i can go ice skating then!!! WHOOTS!!! WHOOTS!!
i guess that's the ony thing i'm happy because of her coming back.
LOL.
oh yes, how do you find this blogskin?
i LOVE it. WAHAHAHAHA..
i really like it.
OH. one more thing.
i'm GONNA GET KJH'S ALBUM. GOONG DVD GOONG SOUNDTRACK

WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
and yes.. i found $50 bucks in my room just now while packing.
MUHAHAHAHAH..
sheesh.
esther can't go with me.
BLEAGH. screw her.
I GOTTA GO NOW.
bye. bye.
T.S.A.



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